Since this exchanged programme has been practicable step by step,

my heart just cant contain God's words, environment's insiration anymore.

I cant "think" anymore, it seems every time i started thinking,

something harsh, something cause me getting headache are crushing me.

I live in my own world, i listen music all the time, without any break.

I cant get anymore "stuff" into my mind. i cant stop.

God, just let me open my heart ,eyes ,ears , mind please.